Kind of the reason why we all stayed in the same cluster of islands. [ his tone is a little testy, a little defensive, but he doesn't outright snap. he's heard worse. ] People are assholes. It's not going to be any better outside of the boat once they let us out.
[ it'll be worse, actually, and he knows it. there's some dark-haired scandinavians here and there, but in a place like finland? he's more than just a sore thumb. and the old man, the shop regulars, they all tried to prepare him for it. the suspicion, the possible hostilities. ]
... I doubt it. [ the spark fades into something somber. ] My parents abandoned me already, so I was basically an orphan raised on the island anyways. If they're alive and they find out what happened, they'll probably think I'm dead.
[Lalli hears that tone and wrinkles his nose. He doesn't understand why Kon is getting testy here. Maybe he's upset because of all the infections? That has to be it. Tuuri's been crying the whole time because of it, so Kon must be upset too and just better at hiding it. It can't possibly be because he's self-conscious about how he's different, Lalli thinks Kon being different is cool, so it must be cool.
That second part is more concerning anyway.]
Why did they do THAT? Parents aren't supposed to abandon kids.
[ that wasn't the reaction he was expecting. kon is still a little sore about the insensitivity, but he's too tired to linger on it much, especially when it's just some kid that doesn't know anything. so the question and the... concern? are enough of a distraction. ]
I wanted to become more than just some farmer that hid away from the rest of the world like they were. I'm a mage, and I can build things, and I was already learning how to be a skald. They thought it'd be better if I got my nose out of books and machines, look at the world around me.
Except they were the ones that never left the farming island. They never learned anything more than that, and they wanted me to do the same. We got in a fight, and they decided it would be "for the best" for me to go to one of the bigger neighboring islands on my own.
[It makes sense. Lalli is fortunate enough to have a mage for a grandmother, so she always spoke up for him. But he can imagine how frustrating it would be for someone who didn't have another family member to tell everyone "no, let him be a mage."]
It IS better for you to find ways to do what you want. But that doesn't mean they should push you away. Aren't parents supposed to help you figure stuff out?
Probably. And I guess they did, for a while. But I learned more from the folks on the island in the end.
[ slowly, he curls the loose strand on his sleeve around his fingers before snapping it off, giving it a good tug and then tossing it off somewhere in the cage he's stuck in for a couple more weeks. boss, roku-san, ken...
gone, snapped, just like that string. he hopes that the swan was able to bring them to tuonela. ]
... you're lucky you had your grandma, and your Onni. He your brother or your cousin? [ their voices aren't carrying enough for onni to hear them, through the walls between them all, but he does notice that onni glances over their way when he realizes that lalli is talking to someone. kon looks at him for a moment, acknowledging, before looking back at lalli. ]
[After saying that, Lalli turns to glance at Onni. The older Hotakainen looks exhausted, as he has for days now. Lalli would have thought all the sleep he gets would keep him rested, but maybe the worries are too heavy on his mind for sleep to recharge him.
He nods, to Onni, who nods in return, and then Lalli turns his attention back to Kon.]
Our dads are twins. That's why we look so much alike. I can tell dad and Uncle Juha apart, but some of the people in town have trouble with it.
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[ it'll be worse, actually, and he knows it. there's some dark-haired scandinavians here and there, but in a place like finland? he's more than just a sore thumb. and the old man, the shop regulars, they all tried to prepare him for it. the suspicion, the possible hostilities. ]
... I doubt it. [ the spark fades into something somber. ] My parents abandoned me already, so I was basically an orphan raised on the island anyways. If they're alive and they find out what happened, they'll probably think I'm dead.
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That second part is more concerning anyway.]
Why did they do THAT? Parents aren't supposed to abandon kids.
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I wanted to become more than just some farmer that hid away from the rest of the world like they were. I'm a mage, and I can build things, and I was already learning how to be a skald. They thought it'd be better if I got my nose out of books and machines, look at the world around me.
Except they were the ones that never left the farming island. They never learned anything more than that, and they wanted me to do the same. We got in a fight, and they decided it would be "for the best" for me to go to one of the bigger neighboring islands on my own.
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[It makes sense. Lalli is fortunate enough to have a mage for a grandmother, so she always spoke up for him. But he can imagine how frustrating it would be for someone who didn't have another family member to tell everyone "no, let him be a mage."]
It IS better for you to find ways to do what you want. But that doesn't mean they should push you away. Aren't parents supposed to help you figure stuff out?
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[ slowly, he curls the loose strand on his sleeve around his fingers before snapping it off, giving it a good tug and then tossing it off somewhere in the cage he's stuck in for a couple more weeks. boss, roku-san, ken...
gone, snapped, just like that string. he hopes that the swan was able to bring them to tuonela. ]
... you're lucky you had your grandma, and your Onni. He your brother or your cousin? [ their voices aren't carrying enough for onni to hear them, through the walls between them all, but he does notice that onni glances over their way when he realizes that lalli is talking to someone. kon looks at him for a moment, acknowledging, before looking back at lalli. ]
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[After saying that, Lalli turns to glance at Onni. The older Hotakainen looks exhausted, as he has for days now. Lalli would have thought all the sleep he gets would keep him rested, but maybe the worries are too heavy on his mind for sleep to recharge him.
He nods, to Onni, who nods in return, and then Lalli turns his attention back to Kon.]
Our dads are twins. That's why we look so much alike. I can tell dad and Uncle Juha apart, but some of the people in town have trouble with it.