Entry tags:
once upon a dream
ALADDIN
BEAUTY & THE BEAST
HERCULES
LADY & THE TRAMP
THE LITTLE MERMAID
NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS
TANGLED
BEAUTY & THE BEAST
HERCULES
LADY & THE TRAMP
THE LITTLE MERMAID
NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS
TANGLED
DISNEY AUPALOOZA
aka sisi and snow have no lives and too many sports.

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He could have died permanently, and there would have been nothing that he could have done. No deal he could have wagered that didn't put Haruichi at risk. And isn't that something, when he has to stand between two things and decide what to do so that he can keep them both. He's been so used to Haruichi being the obvious choice for him that he didn't know what to do with Kuramochi at the start.
And now, here they are, and he tilts his cheek into that calloused hand, sliding both of his own back so that he can thread his fingers in the longer strands of hair at the back of his neck. ] If you didn't already kill yourself I would do it myself. [ He kisses him, firm and insistent and actually notably upset, and then continues. ] You made me wait here, for seven hours, with a group of idiots.
[ He kisses him again, leaning into it, agitated but relieved all at once. ] While your lifeless body got cold as you went downstairs to punch a fucking demon in the face. [ And another kiss, this time a little more wondrous, colored with disbelief. You did this for me, for me and Haruichi, for all of us. ] And all you can say is "your eyes are awesome?"
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death seemed worth it. hell, he'd figured if he couldn't beat the guy, he'd give up his life for ryosan. what's another dead punkass delinquent? he'd been biding his time long enough. his mom would've been sad, but kuramochi had gone in there fully ready for plan B, the bait and switch (where 'bait and switch' means 'ryosan goes free and i'm a servant of some demon in hell and really fucking dead'.) he's frankly still a little stunned that he's alive.
and a little stunned that ryousuke didn't end up murdering him himself with that bat of his. he sits there dazed while ryousuke kisses him at first, letting him lecture him and making little affirmative noises after each one. yes, he made him wait, yes, he sorry, yes, he punched a demon in the face (and a lot of other places), yes he was dumb and reckless and yes his mouth is stupid and says the wrong thing a lot.
but just--feeling all of these emotions from ryo is a lot. he ends up smiling at the end of the last kiss, his shoulders hunching up, cheeks flushing a familiar pink. ] Oi, cut me some slack! I just died, for the third friggin time! What do ya want, a love confession?
[ but he's smiling, and his arms tighten a little around ryousuke, until he ends up curling his fingers into the back of his shirt to hold him there, tight and close and alive and human. there's a heartbeat there, and he can feel it, and that's fucking incredible. ] Besides, none of that matters. You're free now, right?
[ and you get to live like you deserve to. ]
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He's probably going to lecture him for the next year, at least. But he can smell the sulfur, and he felt the rough skin of his palm when he'd touched his face. He'd seen the burns as the contract crumbled into ash right in front of his eyes. The fact he's alive is a goddamn miracle, nevermind the fact that he's here at all. He knows Youichi, can predict what he's thinking or planning with relative ease, so he has a distinct feeling that a backup plan involved a sacrifice that would leave him tearing through hell.
It'd make him a hypocrite, probably, but Ryousuke cares very little about labels when he knows that he'd rather have that leash and Kuramochi alive and free than be free of it and have their positions reversed. Maybe he's a punkass delinquent, a tattooed biker with a wild grin and a manic cackle, but he belongs to the Kominatos now. He belongs to Ryousuke. ]
It would only be fair, you know. [ People always do crazy things, when they're in love. It had been a flippant comment, when his skin was a ghastly white that just made bruises and cuts and burns darker, more vivid, smiling serenely up at Kuramochi as he fumed and asked him what had happened the moment they'd seen each other after their respective releases. But it had been worth it, in the end, to keep Kuramochi alive. Selfish, maybe, but worth it and the days of exhausting work.
His fingers comb through his dark hair, from the stupid duckbutt back into the mullet, smoothing it back in an absently fond gesture. It's reassurance for himself, in a way, just as much as it's a reminder for them both. Especially when he can feel the thrum of two hearts, now, instead of just the wild one that he always pressed his hand to before. Shinigami aren't meant to have hearts, so it's even more proof. ] The contract has been destroyed, so yes. I am.
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(and he would, really, do it again.)
ryousuke's fingers feel nice in his hair, and for a minute, the desire to go home hits him like a freight train. he wants to sleep for nine years. and maybe eat eight bowls of rice all at once. and some pizza. going to hell is exhausting and the bags under his eyes aren't going anywhere anytime soon, but the sound of that heartbeat pressed up against his chest makes every single bit of it okay again. he didn't know if it was going to work out--wasn't sure if he'd get to see ryousuke again.
he didn't even get to say goodbye. half of that was what fueled him--he couldn't just leave like that, with no warning or parting words. he loved ryousuke too much to hurt him that badly--though self sacrifice wasn't off the table--and he knew just as well as anyone that his heart wasn't fragile, but his love was hard earned, and like hell he was letting it go that soon.
finally pulling away a little, kuramochi drops his forehead to rest on ryo's small shoulder and breathes in. the faint ashy smell that's usually around ryo-san is gone now. (kuramochi supposes he makes up for it.) ] If you're gonna kill me for this, can you at least let me go feed some orphans or somethin' so I don't end up back in there?
[ it's a little bit of a joke. like 75%. mostly because it wouldn't surprise him if ryou did kill him for this-- still, his body betrays him and he curls his arm further into his back, not giving a single fuck about the other occupants of the room for a little longer. ]
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Offset by gentle hands combing through his hair in the morning when he thinks Ryousuke is still asleep, and how he treats Haruichi like his own, and how he never leaves without saying goodbye, even when he's in a hurry.
That, that is what would have broken him, he thinks. He never got to say goodbye to his parents, he wouldn't have gotten to say goodbye to Haruichi if he hadn't signed his soul away, and this time he wouldn't have gotten to say goodbye to Youichi if the moron hadn't come back swinging. Between the fact that he did this at all, that he risked his all to free him, and this...
Gently, he cradles the back of his skull in both hands as Kuramochi drops his forehead onto his shoulder. Despite the fact that there's still other people in the room, Ryousuke doesn't hesitate to kiss the side of his head, burying his nose near his ear and sighing deeply, breathing him in. The sulfur is there, but he has every intention of scrubbing him down and massaging out the aches and pains when they're alone again, when they're home. ]
Sorry, it's going to take a lot more groveling before I take you to an orphanage. [ His tone is lofty, but soft, and he stays as close as he can for that moment longer. There's a heart thrumming in his chest, he can feel the way it expands and contracts with each breath, can feel the gust of breath each time he talks in their enclosed space. He's alive, he's okay. Gentling his fingers through his hair one last time, he tucks his head down so that he can press his nose into his cheek, cupping the other one in the palm of his hand.
Quietly, only for Youichi, he turns his accidental petname around on him in a murmur: ] Let's go home, babe.