this is a call out post. you know what to do with it, i don't know why you need me to explain anything. some characters (faded on the roster) require canon review, and are technically unavailable. you can still request them, though. it'll just take me longer to get to them.
[ It would be easy, Akaashi thinks, to compare Bokuto to a wrecking ball. He swings through life much like one, regardless of which end of the spectrum he's sitting on. But it wouldn't be fair to Bokuto, not when there's so much more than just what people see. He's extremes, certainly, but no one has seen his ace and former captain console an upset first year. They haven't heard him go on and on about that moment, when he felt that volleyball was fun for him. What it meant to him. They haven't been on the receiving end of his affections, always varied and not always needed - but when it has been needed, it's helped far more than anything else has ever been.
Kenma was the mind of Nekoma. Still is, now, even with Kuroo and Yaku graduated. Bokuto was the heart of Fukurodani, the delicate but enormous heart that beat through all of their chests. And no one was spared, least of all Keiji.
So it was no surprise when he realized his affections, but it just seemed smarter to keep them to himself. It seemed smarter, to focus on their friendship, their synchronized steps, tosses, spikes. Even when he wanted to keep his distance, he could always tell when Bokuto just knew, even if he didn't know what it was about. No one knows Bokuto better than Akaashi does, he thinks, but at the same time he knows the reverse is true. That instinct of Bokuto's has helped him when dealing with people, despite being hit-or-miss a lot of the time.
He's just glad he didn't notice, for the two years that they were on the team together.
His own voice goes a little tight, as he speaks, but he uses his words sincerely. He makes sure that he says them so that Bokuto will understand, because he meant it - no one, nothing, is more important than Bokuto. He liked volleyball, before. He enjoyed playing it, liked it as an outlet and for something that he could do. But Bokuto made it into something more, made it a thing that he wanted to work hard at, to perfect to the best of his capabilities.
Bokuto breathed life into it for him, and brought brighter color into his world. ]
Because you are one of the hardest working people I've ever known, and you care so much about everything, Bokuto-san. You put so much passion into volleyball, into just living, even when you have these lows like this. [ He slides his fingers along his neck, to the hair at his nape, threading them through it as they stand there. ] You don't let it stop you, though, and you use that knowledge of what it feels like to help those around you who go through the same thing.
[ His other hand moves, and Akaashi curls his long fingers over one of Bokuto's fists, squeezing tightly. ] There's no one else who could compare to you, or that big heart of yours, not in my mind.
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Kenma was the mind of Nekoma. Still is, now, even with Kuroo and Yaku graduated. Bokuto was the heart of Fukurodani, the delicate but enormous heart that beat through all of their chests. And no one was spared, least of all Keiji.
So it was no surprise when he realized his affections, but it just seemed smarter to keep them to himself. It seemed smarter, to focus on their friendship, their synchronized steps, tosses, spikes. Even when he wanted to keep his distance, he could always tell when Bokuto just knew, even if he didn't know what it was about. No one knows Bokuto better than Akaashi does, he thinks, but at the same time he knows the reverse is true. That instinct of Bokuto's has helped him when dealing with people, despite being hit-or-miss a lot of the time.
He's just glad he didn't notice, for the two years that they were on the team together.
His own voice goes a little tight, as he speaks, but he uses his words sincerely. He makes sure that he says them so that Bokuto will understand, because he meant it - no one, nothing, is more important than Bokuto. He liked volleyball, before. He enjoyed playing it, liked it as an outlet and for something that he could do. But Bokuto made it into something more, made it a thing that he wanted to work hard at, to perfect to the best of his capabilities.
Bokuto breathed life into it for him, and brought brighter color into his world. ]
Because you are one of the hardest working people I've ever known, and you care so much about everything, Bokuto-san. You put so much passion into volleyball, into just living, even when you have these lows like this. [ He slides his fingers along his neck, to the hair at his nape, threading them through it as they stand there. ] You don't let it stop you, though, and you use that knowledge of what it feels like to help those around you who go through the same thing.
[ His other hand moves, and Akaashi curls his long fingers over one of Bokuto's fists, squeezing tightly. ] There's no one else who could compare to you, or that big heart of yours, not in my mind.