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ʟʏʀɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ, ɪ'ᴍ ᴏᴘᴛɪᴍᴜs ᴘʀɪᴍᴇ ([personal profile] folklore) wrote in [community profile] laography2015-12-16 02:27 pm

forever is a long time

"because i was with you," he tells her.
"i feel better when i'm with you."
PSL DROPBOX 
aka sisi and snow continue to have no lives and too many sports.
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i am not a robot ( ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴏɴᴇ )

[personal profile] flyball 2015-12-16 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
 

I'm vulnerable, I'm vulnerable
I am not a robot
You're lovable, so lovable
But you're just troubled


Can you teach me how to feel real?
Can you turn my power off
And let the drum beat drop?

Guess what? I am not a robot
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tell me our story

[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-01-21 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
 



koshien: (47.)

in the middle of our story where idgaf about timelines

[personal profile] koshien 2016-01-21 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ well.

mei lived.

that's the short of a very long story that begins with narumiya mei betraying an internationally acclaimed spy organization--a corrupt one, thank-you-very-much--and ends with him getting shot dead in the chest with a perfectly aimed bullet. by the time he woke up, he could thank kuramochi youichi for not double tapping him and thank carlos for slipping his badge in his chest pocket to be an asshole. all things considered, narumiya mei's pretty lucky to be alive. his final mission--to get the intersect out of the hands of the organization and into the capable (and clueless) ones of his college roommate--had succeeded, and he had every intention of breaking in to see him now that he was a walking dead man. to, you know. check in on him. maybe apologize for stealing his girlfriend and getting him kicked out of college.

(wakana was really cute.)

bygones should be bygones when you attend someone's funeral! he needs to know what sawamura did with the intersect and he needs to know as soon as possible, so that he can continue to track its progress hopefully to safer pastures. finding sawamura is easy enough, as he looks him up and makes his way to the apartment complex, but showing up at the door to haruichi (and probably furuya, he would imagine? they seemed happy back when he and sawamura lived together, but that means little) might be more complicated.

window it is then.

there are many benefits to being a super spy. mei's spiderman skills are more or less unparalleled, and he picks the lock on the window without a single sound, a black-suited blonde blur that slips from wall to window to carpeted floor in a dark room. maybe he'll sit in a chair and turn the light on when sawamura comes in for effect, seeing as how he can hear the shower running.

mei relaxes as much as a former dead man can, and turns to shut the window behind him, for a brief moment, completely off guard. ]
Edited (check the weather????) 2016-01-21 21:40 (UTC)
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have we ever tho

[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-01-21 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ To Mei's credit, it's entirely likely he'd go unnoticed until Eijun wound up squawking at the mere sight of him skulking around in some dramatic setup, as per his style. The fact that Kazuya even notices anything is because he leans back in the kitchen, looking to check the time, and notices that there's a peculiar shadow being cast by the dim morning light.

He doesn't really have any reason to be awake so early, but sometimes it's hard for him to stay asleep even with his mask and Eijun tucked up against him as white noise and a source of warmth, so it's better to just be productive rather than lay in bed trying to get more sleep. Making breakfast is his number one chore for their household, anyways, and it's one he'll happily do to busy himself.

But his primary role in the household is that of a guard dog, so he moves to investigate, padding silently on socked feet, prepared.

With Eijun in the shower - which will probably take a while, he pretty much zombie shuffled in there, it's likely he won't even realize he turned the shower on until the water starts going cool and he has to adjust the knob - and the lovebirds sleeping, Miyuki figures that he can make this quick. Breakfast is basically done, just in the final stages of cooking, so he untucks his sidearm from the inner pants holster tucked at the back of his hip and brings it up to bump the back of the intruder's head, flicking the safety off, though his finger stays resting along the side of the trigger guard rather than on the trigger itself.

Sure, he doesn't have a silencer attached, but it's a myth that those completely mute gunfire, and, anyways, one of these days they're going to have to explain things to Kominato and Furuya. Worth it if it's because he shot someone sneaking into the house.

Especially when -
] Either this is a very poor joke being played, you haven't been reading the obituaries, or the zombie apocalypse has started. [ - he'd recognize that figure, that hair, in a darker room than the tiny hallspace. ]
koshien: (10.)

nope

[personal profile] koshien 2016-01-21 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ to his credit, mei doesn't hear kazuya come in. he's attuned to listen as always, but he only realizes exactly what happens when he steps close and mei feels a presence near him. he doesn't have enough time to turn around or whip out his gun, but his hand drops to his side where his glock's holstered anyway, very slow. he's not particularly troubled--it makes sense that sawamura would have some kind of protection on him, considering his old friend was an idiot and did probably pass on the entirety of the state's secrets, and all he does is roll his eyes.

really, he's about to open his mouth and say something snappy himself, twitching his elbow to let the knife hidden on his forearm drop into his hand, but then the person with a gun on his head speaks.

and mei stops.

if there's one single thing mei regretted on his meteoric rise to power and imminent destruction for his own good, it's this. it's kazuya, kazuya miyuki who had been his partner since the moment they were both out of the academy, mei tailing him until the agency put them together for his own good. if they weren't bickering at each other, they made an incredible team, and that extended from missions to a lot more than that. budapest, cairo, washington dc, hotel rooms with single beds and kazuya's mouth on his, kissing with all the acid that comes off his tongue: mei had loved him, that was for sure, in everything complicated and terrifying that love was.

but he couldn't tell him. he had no reason to, no want to, and it had nothing to do with "i don't want you to get hurt". (maybe a little.) mei had to do this on his own.

the way he holds his breath is silent, but the faint relaxing of his shoulders isn't, and mei smiles, a little bitter, blue eyes fluttering shut as he lifts his head back into the muzzle of the gun. ]
If I'm a ghost, do you really have to point your gun at me? I didn't think you'd go totally crazy without me, but I must have been wrong.

[ a pause, and he says his name like it's something weighty. ] Kazuya.
Edited 2016-01-21 21:53 (UTC)
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maybe for like a hot second, once upon a time

[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-01-21 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A myriad of memories come with that voice, and Miyuki almost flinches at hearing it. Years of training keep his hands steady, though, and his eyes focused on the back of his head like he could really pull the trigger on him. Rei had been amused at his loud, egotistical shadow, but saw something there that even he couldn't deny. It might have led to more, but he doubts that was particularly surprising when one saw how the two of them worked together, and how they interacted outside of missions. No one even needed to see those private moments where deft fingers worked open shirts, plucked his glasses off with a cheeky, boyish smile, to have known.

What no one knew, what no one saw coming, was the double cross, the final mission that Narumiya Mei had decided to go on. What did come as a surprise, to everyone, was the fact that a casket was lowered into the ground one day, and a cover story that would come to be the last one that held his name.

It shouldn't be called heartbreak when there's no heart to break, but apparently Mei had gotten Kazuya's pumping just enough for it to hurt when it stopped again.

There's a pregnant silence after Mei speaks, but then, against better judgment, Miyuki thumbs the safety back on and lowers the beretta, though he doesn't holster it again. He should, by all rights, shoot him then and there and finish what Kuramochi started. (Something he's bitter about, that further fuels the vitriol in their friendship, but he tries not to think about it.) Instead, he nudges his glasses up with his thumb so that he can rub at his eyes while his right hand holds the gun pointed to the floor.
]

What the fuck, Mei. [ He doesn't mean for it to come out wounded, but there's traces of it - he's gone through stages of betrayal, grief, mourning, acceptance. And now, Mei's broken into his apartment the same way that he broke into his life. ]
koshien: (2.)

nah

[personal profile] koshien 2016-01-22 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
I should be saying that to you, I think. I can't believe you just tried to shoot me! [ mei's petulance, his arrogance--these are the things that make him, and so he is confident in his knowledge that kazuya won't shoot him, so his mouth curves when he hears the safety click back on, even with the pouty sounding tone that comes out of it. mei's not an idiot--far from it--and he knows that things are on shaky ground. that, really, kazuya had every right to shoot him for good.

he doesn't turn around because of it, keeps himself there, nose still tilted up towards the ceiling. his eyes open, looking up at the tile over his head. there's a thousand questions he has to ask, and kazuya must have a million more, but mei makes a show of moving his suit coat back over his glock. ( the knife slides back up his sleeve, just in case.)

he and kazuya always had that, a relationship at a knifepoint, bickering and arguing. when it was great, it was great. when it was bad, it was hellish. there was no in between and for so long he lived for it, lived for needling reactions out of kazuya that weren't so carefully calculated, taking the mask he wore and ripping it off his face until he made it to the surface. his favorite kazuya wasn't the smirking one, it was the one who snuffled in his ear early in the morning to wake him for breakfast, who practically jammed pocari down his throat when he was sick and locking himself in his room so no one saw him in such a state. the one whos face he can picture now, unguarded, shocked and hurt.

mei did that to him.

the shower's the only sound in the apartment for a moment before he does turn around, considers whipping out his gun and putting it to his chin. they're enemies, now. it's what he should do.

instead, he doesn't. the early morning light makes kazuya's features look handsome, the slope of his nose, his jaw, his messy hair, and mei's heart still squeezes at the sight. for a brief moment, just as he had to resist his gun, he has to resist throwing himself at him, too. mei goes for casual, jamming his hands in his pocket as he leans up as if he's investigating him. ]
I knew they were going to have some kind of security detail on Sawamura, but it's you? Who did you piss off to get this assignment?

[ there's an unspoken question to what miyuki said, and mei doesn't acknowledge it. ]
Edited 2016-01-22 00:30 (UTC)
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[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-01-22 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
I went to your funeral, Mei. It was either going to be an impostor or a horror movie. [ His hand drops, and Miyuki tries for casual, despite the fact that he can still feel the way something tries to tighten itself up in his chest, ease up into his throat. It's barbed, dangerous, emotions that he thought he'd burned away when he'd watched them lower that casket in the ground, watched them fill the grave with dirt.

Despite whatever their relationship had been like - teeth and blood, rough hands on tender skin, a gentle touch for knitting each other back together even with tough love attached - it had been theirs. It had been the first real one that he'd allowed himself to have, once he succumbed to Mei's constant act as his noisy, persistent shadow, and not only had he lost it through a(n apparently faked) death, he lost it to betrayal. No matter Mei's reasons, he'd left Kazuya behind for whatever this had been, whatever he'd been aiming for in the end.

He wets his lips, watching him turn. Mei looks the same as he had the last time they'd seen one another, soft face and softer hair, belying those sharp eyes of his, the sharper tongue to go with them. He remembers kissing him even with morning breath, listening to him whine until Kazuya'd plied him with another kiss and a mug of something more sugar than coffee.

It's juxtaposed with the noise of the shower, how he'd woken Eijun up with a hand in his hair, gently jostling him with his voice quiet until he finally stumbled to the bathroom.

Whatever passes as his heart these days clenches tight, almost a rattle in his ribcage, as he swallows down that sharp barb in his throat as best he can. The same as he'd reached out this morning for Sawamura, he wants to reach out to touch Mei, to see if he's really there, if the bump he'd felt through the muzzle of his gun had been real. A part of him feels like it's almost forgotten what it felt like to touch him, anyways, when he'd replaced it with gun grips and knives and manhandling tanned brunets instead.
]

All the wrong people. [ He slides on one of his masks easily, razor sharp shitty grin like he's proud of himself. But in the end, he'd practically begged for this assignment, didn't he?

Mei doesn't need to know that.
] How long did it take you to climb out of the cemetery and wash off the grime?
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[personal profile] koshien 2016-01-22 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
No one could even come close to me. [ huffily; as if there could ever be an impostor for narumiya mei. no, he was an original, and that was why he'd been such a good agent. mei was charismatic, friendly, and lethal--he knew six languages and several ways to kill someone before they even realized he was there. he'd charmed assassins out of killing him and angered new ones into chasing him, and never once did anyone think the model agent would betray anyone. it was half of why he did it.

the other half was the corruption: in the end, mei felt he was too big for the agency, and the intersect project (his and kazuya's baby, years they'd spent together encoding it, protecting it) went along with that. he'd never had any intentions of telling him. ]


Did you cry? [ is the jeer, but it's less shitty than mei wants it to be, comes out of him softly. imagining losing kazuya--not knowing he was alive, certainly--scares him a little, and though he was collateral damage, maybe mei should have thought things through before he vanished, before kuramochi shot him, but he did. he thought it through for hours, snuggled up against kazuya's chest late at night, a baseball game static noise in the dark of his apartment. he'd known he couldn't tell him: that it was too much. kazuya was too close with the agency, would have never betrayed reichan's trust.

carlos, shirakawa, itsuki; they wait for him when he returns from this, maybe with a clear conscious and a better head on his shoulders, but right now there's nothing clear about it, except for the way it hurts when he watches kazuya's fake, razor sharp smile. typical. ]


Oh, long enough! You should really thank Kuramochi for not double-tapping, he's softer than you. I'd like to pay him a visit myself, but, you know, dead man walking. [ for a moment, his typical mischief is there, blue eyes sparkling with it even in the early morning sunlight, and it's amazing how easy it is to fall back into this banter, this push and pull that made up their lives for so long. ] I wasn't really expecting to find you here, but it was a nice surprise~
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[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-01-22 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ Miyuki doesn't hesitate to roll his eyes in response to that, a genuine reaction rather than a forced one. Some measure of sharpness fades from his expression, although it's not all of it, and he sort of just... watches Mei, regards him. The tips of his hair go white gold in sunlight - he's seen it often enough - and it's stark contrast with the shadows of the apartment, lights all off to keep the other occupants from being disturbed. He knows that kitchen like the back of his hand, anyways, he doesn't need much light to get around in there.

He knew Mei's kitchen, too. Domestic as this, and that, happen to both be, it's been a nice feeling to have. Home was lonely for him, and so were hotel rooms, bunkers, beds that he fell into to get information, to take the edge off, whatever needed to be done. But even with both of their sharp edges often laid bare, the lethal intellect and skills they were both in possession of that rubbed wrong some days, it had all softened into something else when it was just them. It didn't matter if it was their separate apartments or shared hotel rooms, they were good together even when their worst could've been bloodthirsty.

It was good, having someone.

So there's no denying that something in Miyuki's expression tightens at Mei's attempt at a jeer, like his mask has been pulled too close, even if he chuckles, low and dark, to cover for it. Losing people is normal in this business. Losing people is normal in his life. He'd thought he'd numbed himself to the idea of it after losing his mother, when it'd been so easy to hear that other agents had been lost on missions, in their own beds at home, on the street.

Hearing from Rei-chan that Mei had broken in and stolen their baby - their baby, the one that he'd painstakingly coded, poured over, all alongside him - only to be gunned down. It'd left him hollow, more so than he'd ever been before.
]

Not something I'd recommend, even for you. He's an assassin's plaything these days, I'm not too sure how well he'd take his toy being riled up. [ Or, shot. Not something that Kazuya would take that well, himself, surprisingly enough. Maybe they're rival agencies on the same project, with a weird, shaky truce, but there's a friendship there even with the fact that Kuramochi was the one to shoot and, supposedly, kill Mei. Obviously he has some reevaluating to do, some black, viscous emotions to reassign elsewhere, but.

No, Mei paying Kuramochi a visit isn't something he'd like, for either of them, despite what they both have done to him.
] Surprise. Not like it's that difficult a job, considering I was on babysitting duty for one loudmouth southpaw before. Why not put me on this detail when I've got the experience?
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[personal profile] koshien 2016-01-22 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
Babysitting?! [ he's sure sawamura needs a babysitter, but he totally, absolutely does not! honestly. this time the whiny edge does sneak back into his tone, a little incredulous because narumiya mei does Not need babysitting (yes he does), and it's a little easy to rile him up too, like it always has been. he's known forever that kazuya takes some kind of sick pleasure in setting him off, but mei can't help himself but react to it anyway. he's always been that way, reactive, and if kazuya brought out his worst, he definitely brought out his best, too. it's one of the things that mei found so absolutely, irresistibly attractive about him: they might have made each other worse, but they made each other better, too. ]

He knows about the intersect, doesn't he? [ the playfulness fades from mei's tone in a second, though, and mei drops the thing with kuramochi, drops everything else. if kazuya's here, that means that sawamura never passed it along at all: that he still has it. talk about needing babysitting. if you give an idiot a supercomputer, what does he do with it? hoard it, apparently. still, mei would rather have the intersect in sawamura's hands than anyone else's--there was a reason why he chose him--and there's some kind of karmic hilarity in it being kazuya that got stuck with him because of it. they're all interconnected in this business, aren't they.

mei takes a step closer. sometimes he's a whiny, childish kitten; other times he's a predator. here he's somewhere in the middle, heavy with the decision that he had made but not aiming to harm kazuya. he'd rather not.

he's done that enough already. ]
I came to see what he did with it, but I guess I got my answer.

[ lifting his head, mei regards kazuya for a moment. his eyes are a lovely shade of golden brown behind those stupid glasses of his, and for a moment he feels the urge to pull them off, to kiss him between his off furrowed brows like he used to do when they were in bed together, lighten up, kazuya! and when he looks at him, the old, familiar phrase comes out, affection bleeding into his tone. it's all fondness, maybe just a little wistful, the annoyance faked. ] If you keep frowning like that, you'll give yourself wrinkles.
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[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-01-22 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
Babysitting. [ The smirk that Kazuya manages this time is more genuine, amused and teasing, aiming to rile him up further in that same way that he once delighted in. Admittedly, there's a caution to it as he watches him, unmoving in response to his own movements closer. He angles his head easily, something assessing in his gaze. His mouth says one thing, smiles another, but his eyes betray him despite his best efforts to shutter it away. Even years of training can't hide the way hurt edges at the corners, leaving them tighter, distance between them that's unlikely to ever be crossed again.

With the question, he hums, soft and quiet. His fingers twitch at his side, loose on the left and still curled around the comfortable grip of his beretta. His posture doesn't read as aggressive or cautious, simply loose, and not even in the way that says he's prepared to spring. Just... early morning conversation in the dim light, flannel pajama pants baggy around his waist and shirt worn butter soft from college, with a familiar face in what should be a familiar situation.
]

He knows about the intersect - didn't, at first, but he sure did after he opened the file and fried his computer even more. [ Before Kazuya had dropped it, anyways, and it'd practically shattered. But he doesn't tell him that, and he doesn't tell him the details of how Eijun's come to hoard the information that was stored in those images. Because maybe Mei is the person he loved, once, but right now -

Right now, they're enemies, and it's his job to protect Eijun at the cost of his own life. Soft as he might be, Mei still has that predatory twist to his walk.

Even if he makes Kazuya laugh, leaning in a little more towards him like it's still natural. Maybe it is, in some part of him. That familiar phrase is disarming, but he knows better than to drop all of his walls in response to it. He's not so conditioned to roll over and expose himself when he's been hurt by the very person telling him to lighten up.
] You've probably already given me greys, so why not wrinkles, too?
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[personal profile] koshien 2016-01-22 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
He opened it? [ well... mei must have given him too much credit. sawamura is a treasure as always, it seems. you just can't fix stupid, even with a heart that big. that means he probably knows more about the intersect than kazuya is letting on, because that lack of intelligence means a lot of space for something else. you can almost see the calculations going in his blue eyes, gaze intense as he considers what could have happened to someone who actually watched the entirety of the images in the intersect.

it's probably a miracle he didn't die, too. whoops. mei will be sure to send him a nice bottle of whiskey or something for messing up his psyche a little bit. mei laughs. ]
Of course he did! Sawamura, he's a real piece of work~

[ with that settled, the predatory nature disappears, to a point. mei's stepped closer to him now, looking up at him with confidence as he always does. if anyone's ever seen said confidence crack, though, its kazuya, who has been there with him for every success and every failure. every night of mei locking himself in his apartment, furious and tempestuous for doing something wrong, every morning of cold fury at the gun range, practicing, practicing, practicing. his ego is obnoxious, but it's earned, and his hard days are there just like anyone else's.

it feels weird to lie to kazuya, now, feels weird to treat him as an enemy, but that doesn't mean mei isn't willing to do it, and he's sure kazuya is the same. he imagines if he attacked him, he'd get a bullet to the brain in a second--kazuya's good like that. picks up what he puts down, on his level. it'd be a good fight.

they don't have to be enemies, but mei's smart enough to know for sure this is a kind of goodbye.

he huffs a laugh that's humorless and lifts his hand--the one without a knife in his sleeve--fearless. miyuki has every chance to grab his wrist and break it in half, but mei's not scared. his hand comes up--and it's to flick kazuya right between the eyebrows. ]
When you lose this good face of yours, you'll have nothing to fall back on but your nasty personality, Kazuya. Remember that!

[ and if kazuya leaning in is natural, then it's the same for mei, like a magnet drawn into him.

(the shower's still going in the background.) ]
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[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-01-22 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
Of course he opened it, what did you expect when you sent the e-mail to him in the first place? Getting that was like getting a direct challenge from you. [ Mei and Eijun might have been roommates, friends, but it didn't take very long for Miyuki to figure Eijun out, unpredictable as he is. If there's one thing you can count on, it's the fact that Sawamura Eijun will never say no to a challenge, whether it's a legitimate one or something he's perceived as one. Contact from someone that messed up his life? Yeah, that'd count.

But he doesn't say more on it, because Mei is not all bark like some small, yappy dog. No, that look in those blue, blue eyes of his give away more intellect than most people would suspect out of his personality and that face.

He knows this the same way he knows that the hand Mei lifts up towards him doesn't contain a knife, and won't. More than once Kazuya has had one of them held to his throat, thrown at his face, taken them off of him when they were exchanging heated kisses instead of heated blows. So he just watches him rather than his hand, even if his own right hand twitches again around his gun grip. It's not so much an aborted attempt to aim at him, but rather indecision on whether he should finally holster the gun or not.

The flick doesn't necessarily surprise him, but he does flinch with it. Some of the tension bleeds out of his shoulders, the rigid set of his spine, but all he does at first is lift his free hand up to rub his thumb against his forehead.
] That's true, and nobody wants to deal with how shitty I am for long after they realize that's what I'm hiding with my charm and dashing good looks.

[ Except, apparently Mei, who he finally touches, even if it's just a brush of fingertips against his wrist as his hand comes back down. There's a pulse, there, fleeting as it is. There's warmth and smooth, vulnerable skin around thin bone.

Except, apparently, Eijun, but the shower is just white noise that he half-tracks.
]
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[personal profile] koshien 2016-02-02 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ mei doesn't even disagree with him about his charm and dashing good looks, because it is true. kazuya is charming, is good looking, as true as the fact that mei knows a lot of his confidence is pretty fake. miyuki kazuya is the kind of person you have to crack open to understand, and even after years of working together, of dating, stolen kisses and and arguments, mei still has only just touched the surface.

he knows how to read kazuya, that's true. he can usually tell what he's thinking: it's why they make such a good pair as a team. but beyond that? he's a mystery, guarded and careful where mei is brash and open. he knew that betraying him would hurt him, though, and he did it anyway.

mei cares about a lot of things in life, but he'd throw every single one of them away for his ambition. miyuki kazuya was no exception to that rule.

now, though, the touch of his fingers against his skin lights a fire in him, something that had gone unkindled for a long time. mei doesn't hesitate when he brings his hand down, but he takes another step closer. open. unarmed. all he does is chuckle at his commentary, looking up at him with something like a missed opportunity in his blue eyes. ]
I can't stay long--I should have left already.

[ he never once thinks of saying sorry. ] Tell Sawamura hey for me.

[ because it's unspoken that "i should have left already" meant something more like "this is the last time", because he thinks it might be. this was fate telling him to get in his goodbyes, but mei's ignoring them, even if the urge to reach up to cradle his face and kiss him is still there, as if it was just a rainy sunday morning in their apartment, alone. ]
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[personal profile] neraiuchi 2016-02-02 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ In Kazuya's hand, the weight of his gun is heavy, a reminder of the divide that stands between them now. Betrayal is a lingering wound, one that rubs itself raw at the faintest memory, and it's not one that he suffers lightly. Whatever they'd had, no matter how toxic it might've been at the end of the day, it was theirs. It was his, and he let himself have it for once in his life instead of dismissing it and remaining detached as always.

He should holster it, put it away along with the hurt if only for this goodbye. (Because that's what it is, it's goodbye.)

Miyuki knows he shouldn't. Mei betrayed more than just him, this isn't just personal.

He does anyways.

Reaching out this time once his hand is empty, he brushes his fingers just barely along the curve of Mei's jaw, and then he's cupping his face in a rough palm, thumb sweeping over his cheek as he ducks in and presses their lips together. It's lingering rather than fleeting, and his left hand comes up to join it

Layers upon layers built up to protect himself, to show the world a confident farce - fake it 'til you make it, they say - Miyuki isn't the type to let people understand him. Mei came close, peeling away layers and making his bed in them, tearing them apart in his tantrums, leaving them in tatters in their failures and their accomplishments. He left a trail of destruction in his wake, and Miyuki's still working to compile it all together, to reinforce it to protect himself from this happening again, to make people believe he's not hurting still from the loss, the knife in his back.

But here, now, it's all the more obvious in his touch, the way he kisses Mei, putting emotion he'd never say aloud into it. It's nothing like his bruising kisses, the drag of teeth, that left their mouths flushed and plush.

It, truly, is a goodbye to everything they were. Because for as different as they were, are, they still were partners. They still worked in tandem, like clockwork, on their best days, no matter how their bad ones ended. And Miyuki came to enjoy Mei's early morning whining, his energy bursting at the seams when he got going, the sharp white of his smile and his sly, deft fingers.

And he mourned the loss of it in every way a man can.
]
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hey baby, i think i wanna marry you

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but i'd love to be in trouble with you

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no heroes, villains, one to blame

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nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy

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racing to an early grave

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[personal profile] respond 2016-12-29 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Seven had never intended for this to happen.

Flirting is one thing. There's never any attachments that need to form, just meaningless fun that he can have every now and then, without worrying about what the agency will say or, worse yet, do to the person that he's chosen to hook up with. He's nothing if not a gentleman when they're talking, even if he still plays at the happy and carefree goofball all throughout, and if it gets so far that they sleep together he does his best to treat them right.

But he doesn't ask them out on dates, and he doesn't keep seeing them.

In this case, however, one night of flirty banter and heavy making out would have been enough if not for the fact he's pretty sure the sultry Japanese girl he'd almost spent the night with ("I don't give it up without a real date!" she'd told him with a wink, while wearing only his jacket and her underwear, while in his lap, which was entirely understandable but also the worst tease in the world) has been finding ways for them to run into each other. Which is interesting, given the fact he doesn't have a set pattern for when he goes out.

So she's probably stalking him, and he probably has some background checks to run on her, but that's after he winds up dealing with a couple of... well, dates.

Such as the one they're finishing up now, as he brings her back to her hotel yet again. Choi Luciel, ever the gentleman.
] Here we are - at this rate, by the time you leave, you'll have seen all of Seoul.
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[personal profile] windups 2016-12-29 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ on the other hand, this is exactly what mei intended to happen.

international espionage tends to be a zero sum game. it's one that mei has been familiar with for most of her life working for an organization of her own, though hers doesn't always has the best of intentions. inashiro has always been a machiavellian sort of group, and if their end meant taking out spies from other organizations, well, consider it justified.

that's mei's current case. there's a wildly talented hacker, codename 707, that's become a problem for the people who hired inashiro, and taking out 707 will collapse their entire hacking operation. in her time as a spy, mei has been many things, but the femme fatale is the one that's always suited her the best, and it was a no brainer to assign her to his case.

seven--luciel, though she'd never share that she knew it, has been a difficult nut to crack online, but when it comes to real life? well, he's a young (attractive) human man. some things are easier than computers, as she told shirakawa on their past check in call, and this is one of them.

it's been a couple of weeks since she arrived in seoul, ever the picture of a wide eyed tourist, and so far, everything's gone just the way she wants it to. she runs into seven in various places, looks surprised and cooes her happiness at it, and bit by bit, she gets to know him, cracks away at the veneer he's presenting until they've been on a couple of real dates.

it's only a matter of time, now.

she's holding onto his arm as he brings her back to her hotel, a lower class boutique hotel where she's not actually staying (just renting a room on inashiro's money) and the fingers of her right hand dance absently up his bicep underneath his coat as she plays it up, all innocent and pretty blue eyes, long eyelashes that she bats at him. ]
Maybe at customs if they quiz me, they'll think I've lived here my whole life and let me stay.

[ she squeezes his arm gently to go along with her teasing remark, and then glances away, coy. ] You always say you're a gentleman. Are you going to, maybe...walk me all the way upstairs?
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[personal profile] respond 2016-12-29 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ Most of the RFA and a great deal of the agency - Vanderwood, especially, to be honest - think that Seven is talented and intelligent, but not serious. Not necessarily smart. But Seven is far more observant than they give him credit for, especially after everything he's had to deal with in his life. After the third time Mei had run into him, in such a big city as Seoul, he had a feeling that she was far more than she was letting on.

But, hey. He can handle himself, and has proven that in every situation thrown at him. So he plays along, doesn't break his usual character in the process. Besides, it's not like he's not enjoying himself as he keeps an eye out for some double cross that'll come out of a girl that's almost half his size. Appearances are always deceiving! He knows this better than anyone else ever could.
]

I mean, you could probably sweet talk them and they'd let you without thinking it over. [ Because she sure knows how to sweet talk and bat her eyelashes. There's no denying that Seven does like her, and enjoys talking to her a great deal. They have a weird, easy rapport, all flirty banter and Seven teasing and joking, just to ruffle feathers - either to have her huffing and puffing at him, or to get her puffed up and preening.

Now though. Now...

Seven curls the string of his jacket around his forefinger, fiddling with it absently with his thumb as he regards her out of the corner of his eye. While she's looking away, his expression is more serious, thoughtful, rather than an easygoing little grin. But he brings that back up like flipping a switch, humming to himself and looking up at the hotel.
] I certainly could, if that's what you wanted. In fact, I'd be happy to.
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[personal profile] windups 2016-12-29 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ seven is...interesting. that much is for sure. mei's not entirely sure what she was expected when she first came to seoul and sought him out (to be honest, it was a cave dwelling nerd) but it wasn't what she found here. seven is goofy and weird, but he takes everything that's thrown at him in stride, which makes him an excellent spy. he's more than meets the eye, and that's not even getting into the fact that he has quite the figure underneath that baggy hoodie of his.

this job is taking a little longer than she wanted it to originally, but mei's not finding herself minding that much. he's enjoyable to spend time around even outside of the fake flirtatious air she's putting around, and the banter they've been exchanging since that first night in the bar reminds mei a lot of kazuya back home, so much show that she had to check and make sure he wasn't impersonating a korean hacker or something just to fuck with her. (he would.)

but, he wasn't. so for now, mei lets herself enjoy it, her mouth curling up into a delighted little smile as she agrees to come up to her room with her, as anyone's would after a few dates with someone they liked. ]
How sweet~

[ she cooes that part, just a little bit of a bite to it, which isn't abnormal at all. mei is mei, after all, whether she's acting or not. ] I told you I have a friend like you at home, didn't I? He could stand to learn a few things from you, Seven.

[ @ MIYUKI KAZUYA ]

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